TearKou

Sometimes... life just grabs you by the shoulders, and it starts shaking you to and fro until you're sick to your stomach.  Other times, it can be like a sudden impact to your guts, or maybe just a kick to your shin... Perhaps even a splash of ice cold water to your face?  Maybe boiling hot water, too, in some cases?

But no... it hasn't been like that for me.  I have so many scraps and rough drafts to work from, but seeing that this whole world is so... so... UNREAL in my perception, I lack the motivation to get things done.  Even this journal entry feels like a drag, and each and every day of my life feels like an eternity.

Seeing that it IS the new year of 2012, I have already made quite a few New Year's resolutions.  In other words, no worries!  I WILL get things done.  But then again, I still have the rest of the year to achieve my goals.  I wonder when I should get started...